The Result of My Boredom

So this is the first real "blog" that I've ever done. I had no real idea to do this until one of my friends said that she had done it. It's okay I guess, seeing as how I have a lot of time on my hands these days.

I just recently graduated from college about two weeks ago, and while I am excited about being done with my college days, I am a little disheartened and lost as well. Life came to a very abrupt halt with the events of graduation. I now find myself living at my sister's house in Orange, CA with her and her three roommates. This would be all well and good, but I've been here for about a week and a half and I fear that my presence is wearing thin with the rest of the roommates. They have not said anything to confirm these fears of mine, but even still I feel as if I am in the way. I hate feeling as if I am a burden or a nuisance. With graduation came the feeling of being homeless. I really have nowhere else to go at this point.

Part of the reason that I am still in CA after graduation is because I am waiting to find placement at a church somewhere in the country. I majored in music and I intend to work for the church, but so far nothing substantial or fitting has come through. I believe that God is working and I know something will turn up that is better than anything I could have expected, but the time and patience it will take to get to that point is the difficult part. Thankfully I have many friends and family who are supporting me through it all.

I went to Disneyland today and it ended up being the perfect day to go. There were literally NO crowds. I walked on to Space Mountian with a 10 minute wait....un-freakin-real. The weather was great and I had a fun day, plain and simple. Maybe that's what God is doing, giving me time to relax and enjoy before the stress and craziness of life sets in.